Her was the half, muffled by silence
The one who attached herself to self violence
Made sure all went wrong
And what went well fell
Inside of my heart she dug a hole
Ready to devour my hopes and goals
Ready to suck out my very own soul
As I sat there with my mouth taped shut
Me was the side that hid behind
The part of me that was not mine
I signed my life away in blood
My one life turned to out of the blue
It has only just begun and she’s winning
While my spinning head makes screwed up decisions
I fight my life away until my fight cannot
Hold on any longer
Empty my pockets
Pull out the seams
Show me as I really am
A naked dressed up freak
I’m pulling out the thread
Of this situation so I don’t
Have to pull myself out
Of that grave
Again and again
She is the person I was before
When I didn’t know I was behind locked doors
She jumped off a silver cliff
Thought the gold road
Above would catch her paper thin
Personality and her ripped off skin
Begging for a chance to play pretend
She left and left me with real life now
This combination of us leads to misery
Her, Me, and She are a convoluted team
We struggle to show we are just one
Our painted faces need a new coat
Ready for people to finger paint with ashes
Give us 40 lashes if we start to lose our passion
Passion for change that won’t occur
So the whip will kiss our backs
Empty my pockets
Pull out the seams
Show me as I really am
A naked dressed up freak
I’m pulling out the thread
Of this situation so I don’t
Have to pull myself out
Of that grave
Again and again
We fight in one skull, that has been confined
Our bodies and our souls cannot be defined
We fight in one skull, that has been confined
Out bodies and our souls cannot be defined
I’ll take back what is mine, as just Me