The war between you and your mind
Becomes a war between you and the world
Water pours, but so does blood
Gunshots hurt, but so do words
Telling yourself that you are something
Doesn’t work
Because they tell you that you are trash
Sure, someone’s trash is someone else’s treasure
But there is nobody in the world
That can make you feel that yourself
You trip, you fall
Broken legs mean nothing
When you have a broken mind
A broken heart
A broken life
Everything hurts when your brain
Wants you dead
Pain comes out as tears
Tears come out as bloodshot eyes
Bloodshot eyes become your signature look
No matter how many layers of clothing you have on
You are naked
Exposed to the wind filled with
Debris mixed with hatred
Leaves with veins that let out
Indifference
Nobody cares when the air
Blows your hair
And you can’t seem to let go
Of everything holding you down
It keeps you in place
When you want the wind to
push you forward
But you are stuck
You were wrong
It could get worse